@Squirrel I'm trying. I have 1 friend. I know him since i was born. My parents are friends of his parents. I'm happy that i know him. But when i was going to the high school, we started seeing eachother less. We didn't go to the same school. I see him once a week. Thats enough for me. I don't really mind it that i dont have a lot of friends.
But sometimes i feel really depressed. Especially when i'm home alone. Then it's so quiet.. Then i think: Why do i live? Where do i live for? Wich people should really cry if i'm dead? It are all questions, that a normal child doesn't think about. They make fun most of the time. My aunt is lonely too. She's always with her parents(my grandparents), yes she has an house, she only sleeps there. Sometimes my family worries about her, what will she do with her life, when my grandparents are dead?
And so many other problems, they make me depressed.
But sometimes i feel really depressed. Especially when i'm home alone. Then it's so quiet.. Then i think: Why do i live? Where do i live for? Wich people should really cry if i'm dead? It are all questions, that a normal child doesn't think about. They make fun most of the time. My aunt is lonely too. She's always with her parents(my grandparents), yes she has an house, she only sleeps there. Sometimes my family worries about her, what will she do with her life, when my grandparents are dead?
And so many other problems, they make me depressed.
Tired of living.
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