(12-31-2016, 04:34 PM)HazRv1 Wrote: Hey i know i just recently came back, but i need to stop using so much time on here. I cause problems as @Sora has said multiple times, im sorry for that, everyone has something they fight with, i do as well. to everyone ive been a dick towards sorry, especially you @Supergirl
I read your post. You stepped up big time. You also wrote that "this is your last post" .
You can do what you feel you have to do. But if you leave, there will be a ripple effect. You see, it's not just about you now. It's about all of us. Although I know there are others who will feel the same as I do I can only speak for
my self. So... I will be sad to see you go, and if you never come back I will always wonder about you. I like your energy and I think you are a good person. I think you have a lot to offer.
I vote that you stay with us, Man!
You don't just run away,
There's peeps here that care about you,
They just dont say,
You're fun your smart, easy to talk too
And once when I was young I was just like you
I remember the racism the bullying and fights
I remember the anxiety and sleepless nights
They called me Hitler , Hans Brinker, and Kraut
They came up behind me pushed me about
They called me Hansy Pansy fingers and feet
The Hitler salute was a real treat
They drew swastiga's and pointed and laught at me
I was small for
My name was Hans you see
I remember the bullet I saved for
But went back to school , I fought back instead
They hated me more then and I got a detention
And every one laughed when it was mentioned
They gave me a note to take home to my dad
Then sneered at me like I was like I was bad
He was a dead beat , never home put down, piece of shit
So I took the note and got rid of it.
No one noticed no one could care
Cause no one was ever home, when I got there.
I was two grades behind now empty and withdrawn
half way through 10 from school I was gone.
It ended from behind with a kick to my head
I beat him so bad they thought he was dead
I took to the bottle but I didn't care
It helped me drown my feeling of despair
I crashed my car when I was drunk
22 beer bottles in the trunk
It was the crash that cleared my head
The world would be better if I was dead
I messed around for
a year or two
But couldn't find anything I was suited to do
With no friends or life no social skills,
I thought about taking pills.
But I was to proud to go that way
So instead I joined the army that day
I joined the army hoping to die
But instead they taught me how to fly.
I let go of all the past shit!
A new chance for
me ?? I grabbed at it.
I came away with a different view
and now 40 years later I'm here talking to you.
I have a family and kids and grandchildren see
My life turned out great
AND I LIVED IT FOR
I have not for
given the past I just put it away. Cause there is just to much cool shit to do. And I'm my own man now.
You will be too in a few years. Make the best of it then and shed no more tears. (Bro Hug!)