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[V1tal]

(05-13-2016, 03:43 PM)Squirrel Wrote:

(05-13-2016, 01:44 PM)V1tal Wrote: @Squirrel I'm trying. I have 1 friend. I know him since i was born. My parents are friends of his parents. I'm happy that i know him. But when i was going to the high school, we started seeing eachother less. We didn't go to the same school. I see him once a week. Thats enough for me. I don't really mind it that i dont have a lot of friends.

But sometimes i feel really depressed. Especially when i'm home alone. Then it's so quiet.. Then i think: Why do i live? Where do i live for? Wich people should really cry if i'm dead? It are all questions, that a normal child doesn't think about. They make fun most of the time. My aunt is lonely too. She's always with her parents(my grandparents), yes she has an house, she only sleeps there. Sometimes my family worries about her, what will she do with her life, when my grandparents are dead?

And so many other problems, they make me depressed.

I'm out of my depth, when it comes to depression. I've been there, but not the way you have. I'm hoping it's just a particularly bad time for you, but something is also suggesting that it sounds like something you've been dealing with for a long time.

I can relate what I know (or think I know):
- There's multiple types of depression; at least one ('clinical') is caused by physical factors. There may be others caused by hormonal imbalances and such. For those, you can get real help.
- Many more are psychological, and those are tougher, but there are people who can help.. sometimes.
- Depression is virtually impossible to get out of, by yourself. It's like a snowball that starts at the top of the mountain... becoming (especially within your mind) more of an avalanche.
- Friends can help... they won't be able to necessarily fix it, but they can make 'the moment' better. Then you need to just live "for the next moment", or maybe look for a cause that drives you.
- I also wonder about your circumstances, but they should not be discussed openly in public, not with strangers (and who could be stranger than me?), and I don't know what resources are available to you. But maybe we can find someone?

This too, I know. Life is worth living. There is so much to discover and learn. Much, we can do on our own. Many more, it's fun to discover with others. We can often learn more about our own troubles from others who have similar problems.

Messages like yours makes me bite my lip hard, and wish I was more than a mere rodent.

It are many many problems, combined with eachother they form a depression for me. My aunt who is extremely lonely and depressed. My nefu died when i was 11, he had an accident with his scooter, 6 months in critical state in hospital, died later.
Other nefu got an meningitis at the age of 2. He's deaf now. But it's getting better for me the last months. Still trying to stay strong. 

But ehh actually i wanna change subject..

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(05-13-2016, 03:39 PM)Falysidia Wrote: Stay strong and welcum to the community Ke--HazR ()

Hey i see ur new to the forums. Welcome anyways.

But ehh i think your signature is really annoying. Typical 'screams' are forbidden. But this is a flashy signature. Maybe ask the staff if it is allowed. (I don't know if it is)